earlier today i was thinking about the thousands of girls who post videos on youtube reviewing makeup and talking about their fav products and making tutorials and how no girl has ever once done it just to impress men like literally that whole community exists just for girls because it’s something that so many of us enjoy and yet men still think that we wear makeup for them
Every day that gets closer and closer I try to put a smile on my face and be happy and thankful bc I know as days go on she’s developing and anything I feel or do has an effect on her, but I just can’t any longer. Some people say pregnancy is beautiful and it is I guess but maybe I’m just missing it …
I’ve never felt soo alone.
Thankful bc I know not many can have kids but ….